I just had a realization about choosing a project – despite knowing better, I completely skipped the flirting part, went directly to “married at first sight” and it seems like we are not going to make it through our honeymoon…

I thought I had chosen a project (creating my dream home in the form of a ranch in South America) but somehow, I lost the playfulness and started thinking logically when it comes to taking steps towards it. So I dropped out of CTI for almost two weeks, unpatiently hanging out in the unknown (feeling embarrased for wasting precious “CTI time” without proceeding on my project or at least communicating with this wonderful group of people.)

Anyway, yesterday I went for my daily morning walk, listening to Elton John. Suddenly I realized, that every time I listen to him, I feel the deep desire to play piano. Not just any, there is a ver specific white piano in my mind 😉 And I picture myself playing piano on a stage, accompanying a singer. Oh boy, does that make me gasp and giggle! I am not yet sure if it’s the “owning a piano” (which sounds like fun) or “playing in front of an audience” (which actually scares the c…. out of me). Or maybe both? I’ll keep on flirting 🙂

By the way, just as I am writing this, Spotify is randomly playing Your Song by Elton John – what a coincidence 😉 Thank you for giving me the space to clear my mind by sharing with you what’s on my mind <3