I am VERY new to the whole 3Ps concept and way of looking at the world which is why I love having these conversations so much. I’m starting to pick up ways of using the language to describe what I have known most of my life but didn’t have an acceptable way to describe – magic! My engineering trained husband is really put off by my magical thinking, he supports me as long as I don’t expect him to talk about it! I’m hoping I will soon be able to describe things more using 3Ps instead. For now, thank you for indulging me, you are my conversation partners!

On Friday I had my 3P coach conversation back to back after my regular coach. The contrast was incredibly clear, dealing with the world of form, ignoring thought and the impact it has, versus dealing with what is and focusing on what I am creating with thought.

I really loved having the space to explore what came up, no agenda. What came up was really big.

I’ve been so enthusiastic about getting my website up and running as a platform for my CTI, and I’d decided International Women’s Day would be a great launch for a breast cancer website. I’ve been working full out and loving getting around obstacles and the idea that something done is infinitely better than perfect at this playful stage.

But, I had noticed my energy shifting on Friday as the deadline suddenly seemed to loom ominously rather than feeling full of excitement and anticipation.

We uncovered all the thinking I had about the legal side, getting it right, for the website – or more importantly thoughts about getting it wrong. I was increasingly pushing myself into left-brain analysis and moving away from my balanced playful self.

An incident from my past appeared to me – when I had to sign the official secrets act in the Head of the University’s study and I didn’t have a fountain pen!

I had come straight from my lab with a ballpoint, considered inappropriate. The 3 men in the room looked at each other, rolled their eyes and sighed in a way I took to mean ‘silly little girl’. I had to borrow a fountain pen, they all had one.

I was doing a rubbish job of being a scientist because scientists are men and they know this stuff. I’m less than 5 feet tall and they were all very tall, towering over me. I chose at that point to be less me and more something acceptable in that world, the old boy’s network. I spent far too much time in my left brain instead of using my whole brain and as a result, science became less magical such a shame.

So why am I rambling on? I have a question.

How do memories fit into the 3P model? Can anyone point me in the direction of a resource to help me understand that?

The stuck energy feeling was very powerful and obviously, that memory was wired into my brain and sending out ‘not safe’ signals to my whole body. It was felt far more than being in my awareness as thought. It was running the show from the background. Usually, I just tap and bring stuff up to work on with EFT and then Matrix Reimprinting, but I am open to looking at memories in a different way if there is one.

Thanks for your help, enjoy the rest of your weekend.