My journey continues, I’m taking CTI again with Fatou. I decided that I’d keep Michael’s wisdom handy by also taking the Overcoming Obstacles course. Fear of disappointment appeared as I answered the initial questions. It’s been there from a very early age this ingrained pattern of thinking. Mum or teachers being angry with me was unpleasant but when they said they were disappointed – that felt close to death. Now I am grown up and I can threaten myself with disappointment, be disappointed in myself, no wonder starting a new project is scary!

That’s the 2nd time that’s come up for me today, disappointment and it was there yesterday too. OK, I get the message stop sending signs, I’m working on it 😘 putting some loving energy into healing that right now.

Laughing at thought in a different way again, it seems so solid doesn’t it until you try to get hold of it?